afiluver14

Lost

can't find my way

Gone

dissapeared

never to be seen again

can't feel anything, anymore

 

up in heaven

in a better place

I will watch over you

I will protect you and help you

But no matter where life takes you

Always know that I'll love you for forever and eternity!!!

dead and broken

why must i die

why must i leave this earth

why do the good die young

im hurting inside

broken into pieces

this dead feeling in my soul

takes over

makes me lose control

get me out of this place

let me swallow your fears

let me take away the pain

but the pain never leaves me

it stays with me for the rest of my life

i'm lost in a sea of sadness

all the ones i love

have left me

they leave this world oh so suddenly

come back to me

come make me whole again

no one will take your place

you'll always be in my soul and heart.......

i feel sooo frickin hated
why must i be controlled
people are very nit-picky
saying i'm ugly
i'm not a person
i'm nothingness
why can't you accept me for who i am
why do you feel the need to control me
i won't let it happen
this world is consuming
people tell me i'm ugly
that i'm never any good
well i think i am good
you'll never tell me these horrible things again
i want to be my own self
i want to not be judged by my appearance
never ever judge someone by their looks
it's a horrible thing to do
i never dislike someone right as i look at them
i really wanna get to know them
looks aren't everything
get to know me
love me for who i really am.......

rejected once again
never feel the same
this big emptyness
fills me up inside and takes control
why can't i stop it
it consumes me
i let it take over me
i want to feel loved
but love never really wanted me
i try to accept love
but rejection slaps me across my face
i'll never feel the same
this emotion runs over me
what will happen to me
i want someone to love
but they reject me
why can't i be loved for once
just to feel like someone cares soo much about me
some guy who loves me for who i am
not how i look
i just hate this ugly feeling
rejected.....