Afiluver14's Journals 2007-05-11T18:39:00Z buzznet:user:id:265014 http://www.buzznet.com/ Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc. afiluver14 Lost and Gone buzznet:user:entry:id:198291 2007-05-11T18:39:00Z 2007-05-11T18:39:00Z 2007-05-11T18:39:00Z Lost

can't find my way

Gone

dissapeared

never to be seen again

can't feel anything, anymore

 

up in heaven

in a better place

I will watch over you

I…]]>

 afiluver14 dead and broken buzznet:user:entry:id:136352 2007-03-16T15:30:00Z 2007-03-16T15:30:00Z 2007-03-16T15:30:00Z

dead and broken

why must i die

why must i leave this earth

why do…]]>

 afiluver14 hated and controlled by other people buzznet:user:entry:id:86212 2006-12-15T18:27:10Z 2006-12-15T18:27:10Z 2006-12-15T18:27:10Z why must i be controlled
people are very nit-picky
saying i'm ugly
i'm not a person
i'm nothingness
why can't you…]]> afiluver14 rejected..... buzznet:user:entry:id:86195 2006-12-15T17:47:23Z 2006-12-15T17:47:23Z 2006-12-15T17:47:23Z never feel the same
this big emptyness
fills me up inside and takes control
why can't i stop it
it consumes…]]> afiluver14