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	      <title><![CDATA[Lost and Gone]]></title>
	      <link>http://afiluver14.buzznet.com/user/journal/198291/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Lost</P>
<P>can't find my way</P>
<P>Gone</P>
<P>dissapeared</P>
<P>never to be seen again</P>
<P>can't feel anything, anymore</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>up in heaven</P>
<P>in a better place</P>
<P>I will watch over you</P>
<P>I will protect you and help you</P>
<P>But no matter where life takes you</P>
<P>Always know that I'll love you for forever and eternity!!!</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>emo</category>
		  		  	<category>gone</category>
		  		  	<category>lost</category>
		  		  	<category>r.i.p.</category>
		  		  	<category>sad</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>afiluver14</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-05-11T18:39:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[dead and broken]]></title>
	      <link>http://afiluver14.buzznet.com/user/journal/136352/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><IMG style="WIDTH: 325px; HEIGHT: 303px" height=500 src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx2/1/0/7/4/4/2/orig-107442.jpg" width=322 border=0><BR></P>
<P>dead and broken</P>
<P>why must i die</P>
<P>why must i leave this earth</P>
<P>why do the good die young</P>
<P>im hurting inside</P>
<P>broken into pieces</P>
<P>this dead feeling in my soul</P>
<P>takes over</P>
<P>makes me lose control</P>
<P>get me out of this place</P>
<P>let me swallow your fears</P>
<P>let me take away the pain</P>
<P>but the pain never leaves me</P>
<P>it stays with me for the rest of my life</P>
<P>i'm lost in a sea of sadness</P>
<P>all the ones i love</P>
<P>have left me</P>
<P>they leave this world oh so suddenly</P>
<P>come back to me</P>
<P>come make me whole again</P>
<P>no one will take your place</P>
<P>you'll always be in my soul and heart.......</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>dead and broken</category>
		  		  	<category>loneliness</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>afiluver14</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-03-16T15:30:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[hated and controlled by other people]]></title>
	      <link>http://afiluver14.buzznet.com/user/journal/86212/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[i feel sooo frickin hated<br>why must i be controlled<br>people are very nit-picky<br>saying i'm ugly<br>i'm not a person<br>i'm nothingness<br>why can't you accept me for who i am<br>why do you feel the need to control me<br>i won't let it happen<br>this world is consuming<br>people tell me i'm ugly<br>that i'm never any good<br>well i think i am good<br>you'll never tell me these horrible things again<br>i want to be my own self<br>i want to not be judged by my appearance<br>never ever judge someone by their looks<br>it's a horrible thing to do<br>i never dislike someone right as i look at them<br>i really wanna get to know them<br>looks aren't everything<br>get to know me<br>love me for who i really am.......<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>controlled</category>
		  		  	<category>hated</category>
		  		  	<category>lonliness</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>afiluver14</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-15T18:27:10Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[rejected.....]]></title>
	      <link>http://afiluver14.buzznet.com/user/journal/86195/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[rejected once again<br>never feel the same <br>this big emptyness<br>fills me up inside and takes control<br>why can't i stop it<br>it consumes me <br>i let it take over me<br>i want to feel loved<br>but love never really wanted me<br>i try to accept love<br>but rejection slaps me across my face<br>i'll never feel the same<br>this emotion runs over me<br>what will happen to me<br>i want someone to love<br>but they reject me<br>why can't i be loved for once<br>just to feel like someone cares soo much about me<br>some guy who loves me for who i am<br>not how i look<br>i just hate this ugly feeling<br>rejected.....<br><br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>afi</category>
		  		  	<category>emo</category>
		  		  	<category>lonliness</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>afiluver14</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-15T17:47:23Z</dc:date>
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